Note of today: 2019-04-13

DDD3B29E-FD36-48AE-93BA-978EC1070C51I joke about wanting a jewellery, but deep inside it’s not a joke. I do.

I want so much that I want to stop want things.

If I look deep in my heart, I want one thing that my head doesn’t accept. How could it be that controversial? And how can I solve this paradox for myself? First, I need to make the decision for myself, then I can tell it loud. I’m trying to solve it in my head alone for the past 6-7 month and it doesn’t move. I want to scream, I want to argue, I want to be furious, but it will not solve the problem.

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